this is for you K.B

just woke up this late afternoon..
and i've been thinking about you all night.
spend my night meaningless..
why you always standstill?
and i'm began to be the doer?
i want to be real.. like for real.
i'm thinking, what's the reason am i smiling for today?
because of you?
so sorry, darling..
i'm leaving you as the night pass by.
you're the one that made me thinking and waiting.
well. i'm done with you.
i want to make my self happy now..
i'm not searching for someone whose looking for friends to be with..
i'm searching for someone..
i am.
the one that you used to be.
where is he?
i missed him now..
well. enough talking about this piece of sh*t.

i'm walking away now.
thanks for the memory, anyway.