at last..

in the end, everybody will stand by their own foot. without knowing anybody next to them. just standing in front of the lightest light, then take some step forward. everything will be softened, so tender and peaceful. you haven't felt like this before, ever. like, every burden upon you just vanish away.. the smell of green leaves entering your lungs, and exhales slowly. all you can see just white wall, you're the darkest one. but it's fine, because even though you're dark, there's still a shadow which darker than you. so, it's mean, you're not the darkest one. go further then, you'll see the person that you love the most, your mom and dad, behind them there's your sister. smiling gently to you and call your name. but then, they're gone, don't know how and why. you take some steps again, then you'll see the person you hate the most. your ex-boyfriend girlfriend.. got it? she took him away from you, then she just call your name nicely, and vanish again. what happen? what's wrong with them? where are they going? why am i still here? shortly after that, you'll see your beloved friends, from kindergarten, elementary, junior high, senior high, college, they're all around you. smiling at you cheerfully and call your name again. you're so happy being surrounded by them, you keep turning around, again and again and again and...again. STOP.
you fell...everything turning up site down, there's a lot of lights, like rainbow dancing upon you. slowly, you close your eyes. then wake up from the sudden death. are you alone? no, you're not. there's a handsome man standing next to you and look at you in the eyes, said "it's going to be just fine".
then you realize, you're in heaven.