last time.?

this is my last time.,
touching this keyboard .
sitting in this blue chair .
looking to this pc .
wondering in the middle of the night.,who gonna take me to the deepest sea.,to the highest mountains.,to the most beautiful view in the world.?
I'm gonna take my mom to see that.!!
i promise,mom .

i wanna see her happy till her last breath.,enough for everything that she suffered.,she's done with it.!!!
my lil sist and i will make her dream come true.,
what,mom . ?
naju,Korea.?
Rome.?
Europe.?
USA.?
diamond.?
ur jewelry back from the store.?
whatever you want.,i won't ever disappointed you,mom.!!

i wanna give you sum nice house with large garden.,so you can take care of your plants.,you can feed ur fish.,u can have ur great grand son there.,walking to you . screaming and laughing with youu,mom.!!
i wanna see dad kneeing on ur feet asking for ur apologize.,he will realize what he'd done to you,mom.!
don't worry.,
the truth will be reveal soon.!!

mom.,dad.,cathy.,
i'm leaving .
this is the hardest step that i have to take in the rest of my life .
i have to leave both of you alone . with crazy dad.,sorry.!
i know.,we'll survive from this painn . !
yeah . we will.!!
just be passion.,and God will take us in piece.,
*he promises us that .

take care.,
*God please.,this is enough.! do not make us suffered for it.,pleas taking the best care for my entire family.,that's my only wish.!