Dear, who-ever-you-are

my heart is as cold as my feet now. trembling since the very beginning. you made me couldn't be sad as i used to, but made me smile as wide as i've ever been. those feeling, when you're standing right next to me, made me tummyache. but, very happy indeed. you can control me heart, just like flipping your hand. me heart is soulfully for you. don't know since when, but you kept those smile and happiness around. thank you for everything - maybe you have not understand now, but i'm sure you will. in fact, you made me feel this way. did this was also your capability as a human being? making others hearts beats so fast and made them sad at the same time?

dear, who-ever-you-are,
please take care of me heart. the only one that i protect and had for a while time. you also made me mom happy, everytime i told her about you and your gentle attitude. me mom have not felt that way in a long time, all i wanted is to make her happy. just like you wanted to do with your mom. both of them is all that we have right? well, maybe when me dad come back - in some short period of time, he'd be happy to have you too. because you're different, but still low profile and gentle.

dear, who-ever-you-are,
please take care of our growing love. let it grow and grow, as big as its wanted. i'm happy to be with you, taking care of you. even though just sitting next to you, while you're doing your mountains of job. i always believe you can do those things. well, you're the master, sir.

dear, who-ever-you-are,
let's working so dam* hard to catch our falling stars. because, you always had your thousands dreams, so do i. let's grab them together. keep praying and sitting right next to each other, protecting our heart and love, and also our habits. sorry, to prohibit you with this and that, i'm sure you don't like to be captivated. but it's always been for you and me own good. reminding us of how this life will be beautiful with you in mine, and me in yours.

dear, who-ever-you-are,
already missing you now. those feeling crawling in me mind and heart. hoping that you will understand. you did you best, and you always will do your best, you're my dream, pal. what about me? am i worth it for you? that's all i'm asking..

dear, who-ever-you-are,
if we're meant to be together, you'll come for me, and i'll come for you. all that i wanted, is to be with you.

#dear, Almighty-God
hear our prayer.
thank you.