Lots of fight with the most loveable person in the whole world. I'm deeply sorry, I didn't meant to. It's just my habit in early in the morning. Because, you're the one that wake me when my dreams started to fade out. And I wished to never woke up ever again, but you're always there to wake me up and starting my tender life.
I keep waiting for so long, to at least settle down my self. But, the fact is, I'm fuc*ing selfish. I couldn't barely face the fact about my own life. THIS IS IT.
This is my time to woke up - the real one, at least let me do my last raising. I wanted to make you dam* proud of me. I really do.
But it's so GodDam* hard - as hard as the conclusions for ASEAN.
I'm sorry, I said some mean words here. My bad.
I have coffee and cigars in front of me - to keep me awake, from long lasting sleep. I needed some aspirin, once I said, because some parts of my head/brain maybe, keep spinning around and round.
Well, let's face the fact that I'm here and always here - to tell you that I love you in every beat of my heart, Mom.
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