Kopi dan Rokok

Apakah mereka pasangan yang baik?
Ketika rokok akan merusak pasangan lainnya - paru-paru?
Ketika kopi merusak puluhan pasangan lainnya - gigi?

Namun, mengapa mereka tidak dapat dipisahkan?
Mungkinkah itu jodoh?

Merusak pasangan lainnya, tetapi mereka tetap bertahan.
Walaupun mendapat kecaman dari berbagai arah, tetapi mereka tetap bertahan.
Karena mereka membuat orang yang menikmatinya menjadi terjaga.
Terjaga dari segala kemungkinan kejam hidup ini.

Kopi dan Rokok.
Bukan hal yang luar biasa.
Tetapi, selalu dikenang sepanjang masa.

nightmares of mine

Lots of fight with the most loveable person in the whole world. I'm deeply sorry, I didn't meant to. It's just my habit in early in the morning. Because, you're the one that wake me when my dreams started to fade out. And I wished to never woke up ever again, but you're always there to wake me up and starting my tender life.
I keep waiting for so long, to at least settle down my self. But, the fact is, I'm fuc*ing selfish. I couldn't barely face the fact about my own life. THIS IS IT.
This is my time to woke up - the real one, at least let me do my last raising. I wanted to make you dam* proud of me. I really do.
But it's so GodDam* hard - as hard as the conclusions for ASEAN.
I'm sorry, I said some mean words here. My bad.

I have coffee and cigars in front of me - to keep me awake, from long lasting sleep. I needed some aspirin, once I said, because some parts of my head/brain maybe, keep spinning around and round.
Well, let's face the fact that I'm here and always here - to tell you that I love you in every beat of my heart, Mom.