complication

i cannot sleep next to you anyway..
you made me open my eyes, even try to close it, i could not..
why . ?
well, do not ask me.
ask yourself why..
would you like to help me.?
i don't even have to ask, you always do..
always found a way to take my eyes to you..
surely, i forget you..
you're out of my mind already.
but you found a space in my heart that still hurt, and you fill it.
with i don't what, how, but it's fine now.
it's beating now..
even so fast, when you look me in the eye..
hahahahahaaa...

i cannot imagine, what is it.
why.??why you.?
the person i always want to ask forgiveness..
so sorry for what i did..
sorry..
you meant something, really..

but.
i don't know what is it.