N.E.X.T

the same topic in each examples that he made. the topic that keep running through my head, i tried to take it back.. i tried to erase it ever since it came over me in a rush. they showed me passion that i don't even care about, they told me those feelings that i almost forgot. what is your main purpose..? i'm sick of it.. it's enough. i wish i could turn back time, so i won't regret about him as the most. well, i won't. i'm happy with what i have, what i do, what i want. that's it. it's my life. it's about me. but then, i keep avoiding people around, which i shouldn't. argh. what's the point of this story written by me. when at the end, i'm still here, wondering what's happen next.