Sounds so pathetic, for twenty one years old girls whose just trying to breathe away every single times. I'm so pissed.
If only - I could escape from these so called life. I really wanted to. Really. Cut my chest, then you'll probably know what's on my head.
Captivated with the woman I used to love so much, doesn't mean the opposite though - just decreasing day by day. If you know what I mean.
You know what? I'm just kinda tired with theses drama stupid drama. I want my life back. Where I could easily come and go, with whoever I wanted, whenever I wanted to, whatever I wanted to do. It's me. There, I said it! Is it so selfish? It is, sadly.
Last night, I just told my mate to think about the old lady for a sec. But still, we wanted some peaceful life. Not like this. Full of drama and game. I want something simpler! Just to live life. That's it.
Is that so hard to get?
Hearing them screaming out loud around my ears, pissing me off. It's getting on my nerve. Not only back there, but also here. This so cold not so bright spaces of me. I want to run.
Anywhere but here.
