FOOLOSOPHY

nothing to think about, to talk about, to tell about and to do - for sure. but, just for a particular time, seems priceless.. just having me and my self enjoying the flow of the world. nice, huh?
well, it's mine and always be mine. because, i wanted it myself *says a friend of mine.
i'm enjoying it, hell yeah. during the time goes by, meeting everybody seems like a world for me. even though sometimes i couldn't barely remember their names. at least, i know their face, and the way they smile at me. it looks nice, rarely happened to others.

Let It Be

i'm nineteen this year, and i'm fully understood about it. but, how come - even my own Dad force me to have someone to be with. come on, Dad. you never even care where am i tonight, right? why on earth are you talking about love, virginity or whatsoever.. you don't even have on do you?
you lost it, Dad. well, you're a man in fact. so it won't be a scar right in it. really. but the story has been told to me. you're not the man i think you are. how bad or how good is that, better or worse, you're still my Father - my Dad - the only man in the world that i care about. well, for now.
why God. such a difficult way to find someone that i have to take care of - and take care of me back. do i needed it? or what? am i that strong, so You won't create such a lovely human being to sit next to me for sickness and health?
in fact, i'm not. i'm such vulnerable as a glass of wine. i'm such thick as the ice in the north pole.
i was thinking that it was not the right time for me to have someone such precious, because i'm having something as big as the mount fuji to solve - even wanted to destroy anything next to them in such sort notice. i have something to do.
at least, let me be happy - from the bottom of my heart.