scratch

is it loneliness.? or love.?
like, really love..it's loneliness..
the same as you do..
all we need just a friend to spend some times, to spare some thoughts, to soften some hardness, to soar some compliments..
i saw you today, with those smile i never knew before..
i saw him too, with his hat above his head, so he could not see me.
i like you better, because you're the gentle one.
you're not changing..
but these past few days, at this time you were with me.
but now, maybe you're back to your habits..
with those friends of yours..

have fun.
i'm still waiting for the right one..
maybe tomorrow, next week, next month, next year..?

sooner, better.

between you and me

i don't know what to say, i don't know what to do.
your words keep stand still on my mind.
when you say, you'll always be there for me..
whenever, wherever, i needed..
but where are you now.?
i'm waiting in the heaviest rain, coldness night..
and you're missing..
you must've been there.. just doing nothing.
please.. let me know, what happened to you..
how are you.? what are you doing.?
how's your illness.?
are you ok..?
even, i'm not asking this as your girl..
i'm asking this as your friend..
don't you remember our promise last night..
to keep it just for ourselves..
this is our secret..
and, always will be.
hope you'll understand..
won't keep any distance..
you told me not to change, and i want the same thing from you..
not to change..
because..it'll make a difference between us.

well.
nothing happened..
and, anything won't happened..
it won't..

hmm..
you'll get a better one..
so will i..

poems

My Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
With anyone other than you


Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.


Love
Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

FAIRNESS

how dare you ask me out, you don't even know my name.
if you were a girl, you could feel the way i feel..
trust me,man..
i'm not as expert as you.
but i felt it from you..
you hurt me first..then, it's fair now.
it is fair.

tango never made for one

it has been all about you..
more than a year we met and argued about life.
some said, get together..
other said, not meant to be..
the rest said, it depends on me..
what should i do.?
is it an option to make..
or..this life, keep choosing something.?

silence is gold, sometimes too long..
keep running around my head..
even to choose, to love, to hate, to leave, or to stand still..
your habits made me mad..
your gesture made me mad..
your talk made me mad..
your face made me mad..
it has been all about you..
your needs, your stories, your habits, your houses, you families, your friends, your smartness, your creativeness, your skill, your favorites, your.. your.. your..

this is not only you who can made a couple..
you need a partner..
who always wanted to hear stories from you about you and only you.
let her find you..
because i don't want to.

thank you anyway, thank you..
for loving me this time.