MY RESOLUTION FOR 2008

i am big girl, now .
i don't need a shoulder to cry on,.i know what I'm going through .
fairy tales don't always a happy ending, do they.?
I'm seventeen years old., ready for 18.?
i guess so .
what i want to do with my life.,for this year 2008 are.,
1. get my dad back, just for my mom
2. stop making my mom worry about me
3. study hard for the best score.,
4. learning overseas books
5. study France
6. wear glasses
7. lose some weight.,so my sister
8. get some height
9. what else.?
i'll figure it out.,someday around 2008 .

they deserves HELL, only .

now .
I'm sitting in the darkness,.feeling so alone .
just by my own self.,
i wanna kill some body . may i.?
it's okay, if I'll be standing behind the wall .
that man . !
the most precious man I've ever known.,in my body, his blood keep walking along.,in his body some SHIT always following him wherever he go, whatever he do .
I HATE YOU.!
YOU'RE SON OF A BITCH.,
WHY ON EARTH GOD SHOULD CREATE A MAN LIKE YOU.,
FEELING HAPPY,HUH.?

he have affair.,with SOME CHINESE WOMAN., she's JERK .

both of them.,deserve.?
HELL .