apa sih inii . ?

perasaan yang terus bergejolak di dalam diri seorang "gw" .

gw sempet berpikir.,
ap orang2 dluar sana yang ngomong dengan bahasanya yang luar biasa tingkat tinggi, ngerti ap yang mereka sbenrnya omongin.?
atauu .
hanya bullshit adja.?

apa mereka pernah mikir kalo yang mereka omongin tuh hanya omong kosong.!!!!
total suck .

mugkn bbrapa dari mereka taw ap yang sbnrnyaa.,terjadi .
tapii.,di dalam diri mereka.?
ap mereka ngerasa kalo yang mereka omongin hanya sebatas kata2 adja . ?
ga akan bisa lebih dari itu.,

mugkn dengan kata2 bisa nyakitin orang.,
tapii .
kata2 yang mereka ungkapkan ga slamanya akan merubah rupa dunia .
hanya bakal nambah2in global warming adja .

atoo .
gw yang dah gila.?
gw yang psycho.?
hmm.,
gw gy ga bisa mikir.,
trlalu banyk yang mesti gw pikir.,yang notabene ga gtu penting.!

huh .
mugkn slamanya.,
manusia cuma sampah .
yang pada akhirnya . akan kembali ke tanah.!

i needed some break . !

i'm feeling fine.? - do i look like that.?
i'm feeling free.? - do i look like that.?
i'm feeling better in here.? - do i look like that.?

i'm so pathetic.,
hiding with my own face .
facing the world that i couldn't barely stand anymore.,

i'm stuck .
everybody thinks that i'm fuckin' optimistic.,
but deep inside i'm broken into pieces.!
i couldn't even think about what best for me.,

ohh .
dear God.,
i need your help.!
indeed.,

i think that everybody will be side by side, if they think that those person were useful .
yeah.,
everybody thinks about that .

friends.,
some relationship that i couldn't explain .

they were there, if they thought we're usefull.,
they were gone, if i'm useless.,

such a fuckin' shit.!
damn.,

what should i do . ?

i need bed rest

he won't tell me that.,
but . finally i just asked him.,and . he told me something that i've been waiting for a long time.,
i'm not the one,anymore .

Mom,Dad,Sist .

i'm miss you,guys .

Mom.,
i just want to taste your cuisine.,
you're the best.!

Dad.,
i just want to hear your voice and steps into the entire house.,
you're the man.!

Sist.,
i just want to drive you anywhere you wanted.,
you're my lady.!

i miss you now, tomorrow, the day after . and forever.,

love you guys.,

big hug and kiss from here, Liz .

he's the worst . *ever

first of all.,
i met him in some occasion.
i never thought that i would have this kind of feeling.,
then he started make fun of me.,
and . somehow.,
he asked me, my phone number.,
i didn't give it to him for the 1st time.,
but i regret it then .
so .
for our next meeting, by using the grip shoes.
he asked me again my number, so he could call me for some information .

but .
i didn't get a call from him, for such information.
well.,
he called me, then .
we chatted for a while.,
he's kind a adorable.,easy going . but i think his not the one, because he keep talking, talking and.,talking about his point of view on something.
it's good, anyway .
he made me know something about his life.

as the time goes by.,
i think that he likes my housemate.,
the way he was looking to my housemate, was different.
he was looking at her, with some crush.
yeah . you know.!
and,.i also think that my housemate have the same feeling for him. the good news is, my housemate already have a boyfriend.

but .
it won't stop him to chase on her.,
i found out today, that he also called my housemate.
so.,it means there's a lot of girl that he calls each and every single day .
what a fool.!

i don't like it .,
for some reason, that i couldn't tell you, is that he's being impolite to me.
i disappointed with him.
i'm done with it .

i don't want to make everything serious, now .
it's was just a game of life.,
he's laughing at me, when i thought he's trying to make me happy and feeling comfortable.

let him finished his own business.,
i don't need some kind of guy like him .

because i don't want to make some lovely stupid mistake, again .
thank you.,

traffic light kind of guy

he's cute.
he have many hats.,the colours were amazing, from red, green, yellow, unusual colour actually.

he's sweet.
somehow, he have that georgeus face that could make me feel happy.

he's red.
he loves red.,his hat, clothes, vespa, mobile phone.,*just like my mom.

he's gone.
i don't know where he is.,

all i know.,
that i adore him.
that's it.

it's enough, right.?

i don't want to do something stupid for the thousands time.

bandung 1st time.,

dear,blogspot .

this is my 1st time writing to this blogspot.,
i was just kind busy some how,but finally i made it .
hehehe

for next week,i'll have some short exam.,
kind a boring.?yeah . it is.,
but.,what am i suppose to do.i have to pass this exam,so i can step forward to my future.,
is it right.?
hmm . i'm planning to study for the whole week, but i guess.,it won't be .
because i'll still have some class to attend.
but.,i'll try my best to make my parents proud of me.

mom,dad,sist' .
i really want to make three of you proud to have me as one of your family members, even though dad still going crazy. but i'm sure,that he'll get well some day. soon.!
let God do his best job.
amien